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in the end...

Fri Mar 21, 2008, 10:46 AM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: tecno & tranc
  • Reading: job listings
  • Watching: anime
  • Playing: with your mind
  • Eating: cake
  • Drinking: hot sweet mint tea
life has given me a horrible tern of events... my room mats are not paying the bills on time thus we are getting penalty's and and i get stuck with the cheek ... it sucks... my land lord is threatening to evict us and my job situation is getting worse and my marige is being tested...

get this... i scored a job last week with Avis care rental... it was a ezey job but their was a lot of labor involved and the pay was a little more then minim wage... around 7.75 an hour... but it worked... and this job was going to get me out of dept and save me from getting kicked out on the street. but Avis cut the contract with the company i got the job with called Stryden and me with 30 other people lost ther jobs... and i had only bin working their a week with my wife... we both got the job at the same time... anyway things got worse my dad continues to presser me every day and yesterday after a tun of stressful problems we have bin having my dad found one of my wifes battens and pushed it... it was hard enuf that we where over stressed and had just lost are new jobs and that emoshens where very high because of pms but it a came crashing down yesterday like the last snowflake that triggered the avelanch... it was a big yelling match... um nuf said... but afterworlds it got worse because i try and think positively about things but it didint work and me and my wife had a heated discution that ended in the possible thought of separation or divorce.

i am overwhelmed with everything that is happening this year and sum times it feals like "the year of hell" all over agen... a preveos journal i had... [link]

all i can do is see where this will take me i love my coon dearly and i know that most of the things we sad to each other or yelled about and not true or we didint meen. i love my coon and no mater how hard life gets no mater how difficult things seam i love my coon no mater how hard life throws its punches.

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Oh man.

Dude, this week has been a trial for me too, though nowhere near as terrible as having you both lose your jobs. That absolutely sucks. :( *hugs*

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omg thats terrible!!! wow! havnt relized it that our economy is realy hitting the shitter....

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cant stand fight or arguements...always end with something damaged and or some one hurt... XO
just need to take your coon and hugs her tightly reasuring her that every thing will pan out in the end..

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:heart:'s to you'z!!
Hang in there. That's the most you can do and do not give up.

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all try -_-

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May the gods be between you and harm in all the empty places that you must walk. ^_-- an ancient Egyptian blessing...
ya it totaly sucks right now and if it dosnot get better i have know idea what will hapen next... and i fear it wont be good.

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May the gods be between you and harm in all the empty places that you must walk. ^_-- an ancient Egyptian blessing...
thanks for the hugs ^_^ i needed that

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May the gods be between you and harm in all the empty places that you must walk. ^_-- an ancient Egyptian blessing...
Utah is a terrible place to try and find a job. You really really need to get out of that state. I know it probably doesn't help for me to say that but it is the truth. Or if moving out of state is not an option try a different town, I know Logan has 2 bedroom apartments for rent for $400/month, you can probably find even cheaper than that. They also have some factory work and other types of jobs out there, like at Icon Health and Fitness. They don't pay a whole ton, but it is better than nothing and they are usually always looking for workers.

I hope everything starts to go better for you guys it is really hard when finances are low and things aren't going well. Money matters are often one of the most trying things in a marriage.
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just try and hope for the better.
lol. may seem stupid but, you could always eat super yummi foods and wear comfee shoes. makes my day a hole lot better =P then agian.. i am one of simple pleasures ^^;

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:heart:'s to you'z!!
lol im right ther with ya.

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May the gods be between you and harm in all the empty places that you must walk. ^_-- an ancient Egyptian blessing...

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May the gods be between you and harm in all the empty places that you must walk. ^_-- an ancient Egyptian blessing...

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May the gods be between you and harm in all the empty places that you must walk. ^_-- an ancient Egyptian blessing...
Thu Feb 5, 2009, 8:05 PM
*shatteredrealms:iconshatteredrealms:
i am furry her me yiff hehehe lol just kiding
Thu Dec 11, 2008, 5:44 PM
~HowlingWolf79:iconHowlingWolf79:
"Those who live in fear, Die afraid!"
Wed Jul 2, 2008, 1:40 AM
~BishounenStalker:iconBishounenStalker:
I have realized I am no longer in the shoutbox! SHOUT, SHOUT LET IT ALL OUT! THESE ARE THE THINGS WE CAN DO WITHOUT! There, now that I'm back...Nice to see your return, Wayne. We must art together agian!
Mon Sep 24, 2007, 12:46 AM
*shatteredrealms:iconshatteredrealms:
beholod gratness and love to the world and it will bestow the same apon you... ^_^
Mon Sep 24, 2007, 12:07 AM
*shatteredrealms:iconshatteredrealms:
Knowledge and wisdom set the boundaries of reality, but imagination shows you the reality beyond.
Mon Sep 24, 2007, 12:06 AM
*shatteredrealms:iconshatteredrealms:
in the end the begining becomes clear... and whene you look beond yourself to understand yourself the truth will be reveald to you ^_^
Mon Sep 24, 2007, 12:06 AM
*shatteredrealms:iconshatteredrealms:
we all make disishons in life that change what we do and how we do it... but it dosint change are self beeing ^_- to seek inlitenment we must ferst look within are selves... then be the change you wish to see in the world around you... ^_^
Mon Sep 24, 2007, 12:06 AM
*shatteredrealms:iconshatteredrealms:
In the here and now we see are dieing days... so we begin agene anew to a unfamiliar world with so many possibility’s... ^_-
Mon Sep 24, 2007, 12:05 AM
~Riesiel:iconRiesiel:
Rawr! Hey, how are you doing? I haven't heard from you in forever!
Sat Jun 16, 2007, 9:31 PM
~theshatteredgiver:icontheshatteredgiver:
:glomp: i love you my darling wolfie:hug: :love:
Wed Jun 6, 2007, 3:08 PM
*shatteredrealms:iconshatteredrealms:
time for a new begining... the time of jugment is at hand...
Sun May 27, 2007, 5:06 PM
~theshatteredgiver:icontheshatteredgiver:
:hug: here:glomp:
Wed Mar 21, 2007, 11:52 AM
*shatteredrealms:iconshatteredrealms:
I need a hug... :lonely: :raincloud: :cries:
Wed Mar 21, 2007, 11:43 AM
~theshatteredgiver:icontheshatteredgiver:
I believe that if you are going to make a move do it...there should be no maybe's in life.....I love those who arent afraid to make a mistake and then realize it and fix it....if you are afraid to make a mistake then you are afraid to live life....
Wed Feb 14, 2007, 2:33 PM
*shatteredrealms:iconshatteredrealms:
beholod gratness and love to the world and it will bestow the same apon you... ^_^
Tue Feb 13, 2007, 7:17 PM
*shatteredrealms:iconshatteredrealms:
Knowledge and wisdom set the boundaries of reality, but imagination shows you the reality beyond.
Wed Jan 31, 2007, 2:13 PM
*shatteredrealms:iconshatteredrealms:
in the end the begining becomes clear... and whene you look beond yourself to understand yourself the truth will be reveald to you ^_^
Wed Jan 31, 2007, 2:11 PM
*shatteredrealms:iconshatteredrealms:
we all make disishons in life that change what we do and how we do it... but it dosint change are self beeing ^_- to seek inlitenment we must ferst look within are selves... then be the change you wish to see in the world around you... ^_^
Mon Jan 29, 2007, 4:46 AM
~theshatteredgiver:icontheshatteredgiver:
:glomp: :cuddle:
Fri Jan 12, 2007, 2:35 PM

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